Monday, May 03, 2010
Saturday, May 01, 2010
One day at a time
Song below sort of suits my mood of late!! everything seems to be just to hard. (I'm so fed up)
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
My MENOPAUSE
I know that am different now
I know I'm not the same
There is a demon in my mouth
That makes me act insane.....
I feel so hot sweaty now
My mind is full of rage
The loved ones who are around me
I hope that they do stay
But if I was dealing with me
I'd surely run away
I'm on a roller coaster
It sends me up and down
How can I go from laughing?
To crying on the ground
It happens in an instant
From happy to distraught
I think to every girly
This messssge should be taught
Don't ever be complacent
And treat life with contemt
Cherish every moment
Every single one of them
One day it will descend on you
From somewhere out of hell
You'll think the maddest witch on earth
has blessed you with her spell
Life is not a mistery
It neither is a game
For once this happens to you
You'll never be the same
So how sorry can I be?
It's hormones it's not me
So don't you worry or criticise me
You're not being told lies
This is my existance
A strange and manic place
I do not mean to hurt you
Just don't get in my face
It's strange to feel anger
It's weird to feel rage
I'm on the herbs and calcium
I'll be on them for age
And everything's so black and white
there is no middle ground
My emotions are so up and down
They make my head go round and round
It's so damned HOT throught the night
Central heating I don't need
I know what will calm me down
I think I'll smoke some weed
My memory has abandoned me
My balance, not too good
Restful sleep is in the past
Anyone not happy can kiss my arse!!!
So if you should come across me
Crying like a buffoon
It won't be long before I start
laughing like a loon
So there you go, this is my lot
Do I like it? Not a lot
But this is it, another night
I'm sure everything will be alright
Cath xxxx
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